_That's What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win.

Thank you for holding my hand, and only mine, while everyone was tearing your arm away.
It was an out of body experience.
Our time is almost, our time is almost here.

While you squeezed my hand, I rubbed the back of yours, while you sang, I sang along. I pushed back tears, I never cry in front of people. I felt special, how tiny the chance was that you took MY hand. How I was desperately trying to touch you but never succeeded, you took my hand.
I hadn't expected this. No, definitely not. I had just wanted to touch you arm, just for a second.
When you took my hand, while you were holding it, I was hearing my heart thrumming in my ears. I could not believe it.

If I had known, that morning, when I woke up.
If I had known.

So I woke up at like 5h00 in the morning because I was really nervous.  I couldn’t quite grasp why I was but I had this constant feeling in my stomach, and I left my bed at 6h05.  I had set my alarm for 6h15 but as I had expected, it was of no use.

I left my house and went to the subway.  I met Alexandra there and we went at the Jean-Drapeau Park.  Nervousness. There was a pretty big line, but I was glad we had chosen to come early.  Some people weren’t able to get into the park before 1h30.  So we get in at 11h15.  I buy a schedule and map (since I’ve never been to warped tour, it was very useful).  Oh, The Academy Is… are playing at 11h30, HURRY UP!

We get to the stage, there are not much people, and I’m in the second row.  So The Academy Is… arrive on the stage, I’m really exited.  They start playing (I don’t remember what song… Attention, maybe. I don’t know.) and I sing along and scream.  Mike looks at me then smiles.  Sisky is wearing that pink shirt and he’s looking good. So yeah, the show goes on, but William never looks at me.  He talks about how the last show in Montreal was cancelled and that they’re happy to be here right now and all.  Then in the middle of a song, Andrew from Jack’s Mannequin comes and sings:


Then he introduces the new song “About A Girl” and I’m like all happy.  So they start playing it and then, miraculously, William looks at me while I scream and he smiles and makes a face like that:

Exept that he sticked his tongue out.  So I’m like HAAA WILLIAM LOOKED AT ME! And I’m suuuper happy. Then a few seconds after, he looks at me again and notices that I know the lyrics so he’s all happy and he smiles at me. I can’t describe how I felt at that moment. William. I love you. Haha. The Travis from We The Kings comes to sing the end of “About A Girl” and I’m in heaven.

Then they play “We’ve got a big mess on our hands” and everyone freaks out. Then they leave the stage and I’m all gross.  We start to walk away but then we see Sisky at the side of the stage so I run there and ask him to sign my shirt.  So I turn around so he can sign in my back but I don’t push my hair aside.  So all shy-like he pushes a few strands away so I say “Oh, sorry” and push it all aside so he signs.  Then he’s all “I’m sorry guys, we have to catch a flight!” I wondered why they were going back to Chicago for 2 days.  It was odd to me.  But I found out that they were going to shoot a video. Still, I was sad that they left and I didn’t get to meet all of them.  But still, Sisky is a big thing.  So before he leaves I convince him to take a picture with me.

Then he leaves but just before I yell “I love you!” and he turns around and blows me a kiss.

Gym Class Heroes:

I sure didn’t expect their set to be so intense.  But damn, intense it was.  I loooove Travis facial expressions. Hilarious.  At one point, someone gave him a Guitar Hero thing and they suddenly started playing this heavy metal song and everyone started trashing and it was diabolic.

 I didn’t know Travis was able to scream like that.  It was amazing.  It was like all the set are catchy rap songs and then there’s this metal-screamo song. It was crazy.  After that we run to Cobra Starship because they started 2 minutes before Gym Class finished their set.  So I wasn’t very near.

At 4h30, Gym Class did a signing thing and I got all of their autographs.

 

Cobra Starship:

They were amazing, as they always are on stage.  “I know girls want to shake what their mommas gave’em” They start to play “Smile for the papparazzis” and everybody dances and it’s great.  They sing “Hollaback boy” and I love it whenever they sing it.  Then Gabe says (Aw he’s such a softie) “Thank you guys, for understanding us.  Thanks especially to the fans that’ve been following us for the last 3 years, it’s because of you we’re here today! And thanks for understanding us, for understanding that we don’t give a fuck about anything exept… Being your guilty pleasure.” Then he smiles and everyone starts cheering.  And they start Guilty pleasure and people that know it, do the “Guilty Pleasure” dance and they’re happy.  They sang “Snakes on a plane”, too but William wasn’t there, but Travis came to sing his part.  It was great.  Afterwards, I go to the side of the stage and there are lots of people there too and Gabe is there.  I try to ask him to take a picture with me but he has to go (dang, them too?) but he has to leave but just before he takes my hand and squeezes it then let go and leave.

We The Kings:

I love these guys. They’re so nice.  They had a signing thing before their show (since the show was actually at 6h45…) and Hunter did this Dunk Tank thing and it was hilarious.  Travis and Danny were playing with a water gun.

I also got this little video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_A1hwjvYlGU

At the signing, I told Hunter that I had already bought their CD before Warped and he looked really happy about it and smiled and literally shouted: “YEAH! AWESOOOOME!” and gave me a high-five.
Their set was wonderful.  The crowd was huuuuuuge. And everyone knew the lyrics.  “It is our second time here in Canada. Who already saw us once?” Literally everyone shouts. Haha. “Hey Travis, I just saw this really sexy Canadian girl…” The crowd screams. I even heard a girl scream “TRAVIS MAKE MY CHILD!” Haha. Pretty crazy fangirls, actually.  “Girls in Montreal are SEXY! I don’t know, in America it’s not so bad but dang here every girl is HOT! In America, sometimes, girls smell, but you girls don’t smell bad at all!” HAHAHAHAHA. I was like mmmhhhkaaayyy thanks, Trav…

Go to the “My Shows” gallery for all the pictures, there a couple very good ones. Ah, this day was wonderful.

Hola, I was tagged by williamxo. So, you probably know the thing, you have to guess what song I wrote down. I'll write the first sentence or so of every song.

1. Freezin, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete,again.
2. Let me know that I've done wrong, when I've know this all along.
3. I got no regret right now (I'm feeling this)
4. A cloud hangs over, it's a city by the sea.
5. There's a part of me you'll never know, the only thing I'll never show
6. Too alarming now to talk about. Take your pictures down and shake it out.
7. Today's the Macy's Day Parade.
8. It´s funny how we´ve seem to make it, funny how we can even walk up straight.
9. Picture yourself in a boat on a river.
10. Soft light, total silence, so tired to take the table near the door.

Whew. Pretty easy.

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Woah, one of my pictures has been featured. :|

So, a few people requested that I continued this Paramore fanfiction, and I know how frustrating it is for you to wait for me to continue.
This isn't a complete chapter but I was stuck and I thought "Well, why not give them a small sneak peek at what it'll be?" so here it is.
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Suddenly, he brutally broke the kiss, leaving a tingling feeling on my lips.  I let my mind enjoy the thought of the kiss I had just experienced. 

Josh: I… I’m sorry, I shouldn’t- I…
Hayley: What?

I opened my eyes.  Josh’s eyes were wearing a confusing mix of guilt, fear and regret.  What had I done wrong?  The water suddenly felt uncomfortably cold against my body.

Josh: Hayley, I… I can’t…

Then it hit me. Josh was my best friend. It didn’t even occur to me that maybe he might not want me that way. Even worse, did I want him that way?  But the kiss felt so right…
He pulled me out of the water, keeping muttering how sorry he was and how he shouldn’t have done it.
I fought the tears that were threatening to spill and looked away.  Guilt, fear and regret...

Josh: I... Look, let's just pretend this never happened, okay?  I'm really sorry, that was stupid of me.
Hayley: Why do you keep apologizing, Josh?
Josh: I don't know, I'm...

He was talking so quickly.  He furrowed his brows and hit his head.  I would've laughed if the situation wasn't so serious, and if my throat wasn't so tight and dry. This is ridiculous...

Hello. So I came back from a five days trip and when I come back, I have 80 new friend requests!
Is there any special reason or was it just people that add other people to have more friends?
Please, please tell me if it's because you are reading my fanfictions or whatever but I'm afraid I won't add you back if you don't even comment or drop a note. 
I just don't get the sudden burst in the number of people adding me...

By the way, I'm really sorry, I know my updates aren't really frequent but sometimes the inspiration just isn't there and I don't want to give you cheap chapters.
I might continue the Paramore fic. Who would appreciate it?

Gah, Hayley has a septum piercing. I'm kind of suprised... I'll get used to it.

Warning: Alcohol Use

Beer in hand, William came from behind me and whispered in my ear.

William: So, what did Gabby want to know?

I jumped and giggled. Yes, much to my dismay, I was the kind of person that got drunk very easily. At that point, after half a beer ( I didn’t drink it all because I think it doesn’t taste really good) and half another sort of drink( I don’t know what it was, but it tasted way better), I wasn’t exactly drunk, but, kind of tipsy.
I turned around to face him.

Steph: Just about what happened in Montreal…

Music was blaring in my ears and I had to shout my answer. I giggled loudly again and started dancing. William observed me with an amused look.

William: So, you’re enjoying your first night back in Chicago?
Steph: Yes! Oooh, I love that song!

I continued to dance and drank a sip of my drink. When I swallowed, it didn’t taste wonderful, but afterwards, a nice feeling of warmth flowed thru my chest.

Steph: Dance with me!

And with that, I took William’s hand and pulled him closer to me.  He immediately put an arm around my waist, and I soon realized that if he wouldn’t have, I would’ve fallen backwards. He grinned.

William: Woo… The night only began and you’re already drunk.
Steph: No, I’m not drunk!
William: How many drinks did you have?
Steph: No, just dance!

I saw The Butcher coming nearer to us.

William: Hey, Butcher!
The Butcher: Oh, hey William!
William: How many drinks did she have?

The Butcher glanced rapidly over me and amusement was clear in his voice.

The Butcher: Not much. I’d say the equivalent of a beer and a half.
William: But look at her!
The Butcher: Hey man, don’t complain about it! She’s having fun!
Steph: Yeaaah, Butcher! Give me fiiiiiive!

He laughed and “gave me five”, but didn’t let go of my hand. Instead, he made me spin around, then back to facing him again and took my other hand, as if we were about to dance the tango or something like that. It was so funny, I exploded in laughter.

The Butcher: Alright, Stephanie, can I count on you to make William have a great time?

I nodded.  He winked at me and walked away.  I took both of William’s hands and put them over my shoulders.

Steph: Now, stop worrying about me! You heard The Butcher? Dance, now!
Gabby: STEPH! HEHE! COME HERE, STEPHANIE!
Steph: Noooo!

Without warning, William swung me into his arms bridal style. It felt so good being so close to his body.  I put my both hands and my head against his chest, closing my eyes and trying to hear the beat of his heart.  To my surprise, even thru the loud music, I could hear his heart beating at an incredible pace.  I smiled to myself and slid my hands slowly on his back, so I could be even closer to him.  I heard him chuckle.

William: Comfy, there?
Steph: I like being close to you. Why won’t you dance with me?

He lowered his head even more, so that his hair was tickling my cheeks.

William: Later tonight, we’ll dance.  I promise.
Steph: Mmm. Thank you!

Suddenly, just as I was enjoying the closeness of his face to mine, he set me down on his lap, sitting on the couch.  Looking at my surroundings, I saw Gabby, whom was sitting on Sisky’s lap.

Gabby: Are you having fun?
Steph: Yes, yes! Why does everyone keep asking me that! I’m doing wonderful!

She looked up at me. Suddenly, her gaze was fixed on the top of my head.

Steph: What?

I reached my head, touching my hair… There was nothing.

Gabby: Okay, your hair is a mess! What did you do? Come to the bathroom with me.

She stood up and led me to the bathroom.  She turned on the light and I blinked a couple times before looking at myself in the mirror.

Steph: What’s the problem?
Gabby: ANDIII???
Steph: What is it???
Gabby: Your hair!

Okay… Well they weren’t THAT bad.  Andi entered the room, clearly drunk. She was tripping over everything and giggling uncontrollably.  I wondered if that was what I looked like.  Without any other statement, Gabby pointed at my hair.

Gabby: Fix that.
Andi: Ooookay.

She drank a huge sip of her beer and put it down on the table, then started to brush my hair. Looking at the reflection in the mirror, I studied Andi’s expression while she was doing God-knows-what with my hair.  She didn’t look drunk at all now; she had a serious concentrated look on her face.  Somewhat, I found that intimidating and stopped moving and talking. When she was finished, my mouth formed an “o” of surprise.

Steph: Wowwww!
Andi: All done, hun! Now, come with me!

I followed her and after 2 or 3 stumbles, we made it to the kitchen. There was Mike Carden, Micheal Guy Chislett and Jack. In another corner of the room, I saw Gabby and Sisky making out passionately. Andi led me to the 3 guys, instantly taking the bottle of beer from Mike’s hand and swallowing its content.  He chuckled and simply took 2 other ones, tentatively offering one to me. I smiled widely at his thought and took it, thanking him.  I tried to open in but failed miserably.  They all burst in laughter and I could feel the heat rushing to my face.  Micheal took it from my hand and opened it easily.  Still laughing he gave it back to me.  I felt Andi’s hand on my shoulder and heard her shout near my ear.

Andi: Is it okay if I let you alone with the guys? I have to talk to William.

I nodded and resumed my conversation with the guys as she exited the kitchen.  We talked for about half an hour, me giggling most of the time.  They were all extremely nice and easy to talk to.  I thought I’d be intimidated to speak to them but, surprisingly, I wasn’t shy at all. A small voice in the back of my head told me that the alcohol was probably one of the main reasons of my sudden ability to easily start a conversation. I had already drank all my beer and quickly took another one before heading for the lounge, looking for William.  On my way out of the kitchen, I noticed Gabby and Sisky weren’t in the corner anymore…
Then, I saw them. No, it wasn’t Gabby and Sisky.  It was William and Andi.  Seeing them standing close in front of each other, him laughing and her talking and smiling, made me come to a realization.  It hit me as if I would have received a rock in the face. I hadn’t considered the possibility of… Andi and William… Maybe together… Because, I mean, she was just introduced as “Andi”, not “Andi, William’s girlfriend”, but it still could be a possibility. No, no he wouldn’t… I mean, he hugs me all the time and I remember as if it happened an instant ago our moment in the hotel room.  He wouldn’t do that if he was in a relationship with someone else… Would he?
My mind was struggling to find a concrete answer as I just stood in front of the kitchen door, frozen in my movements, staring at them.
Suddenly, as I was studying William’s face, his gaze met mine.
And I, idiot like I was and being caught while staring, made a complete fool of myself.
I turned around and left the room, literally running on my way out.  Here I was, back in the kitchen, leaned against the wall and breathing deeply.

Mike: Hey, Stephanie, are you alright?
Steph: Please, please, call me Steph.
Mike: Oh okay, yeah, but are you –
Steph: Yes, yes, I’m alright… Could you give me another beer please?

I tried to smile to make me sound more convincing but I think I failed miserably. My voice was shaky.  He smiled back and went to give me another drink just as I saw William enter the room, too.  He looked at me, then smiled, then walked up to me. I hope he didn’t notice, I hope he didn’t notice… He was clearly a little tipsier than an hour ago.

Steph:  H-hey William!
William: Steph! Are you still having fun?
Steph: Yep!
William: You remember, I promised you I’d dance with you…

Just then, Mike came back with my drink.  I noticed he had already opened it.

Mike: I knew you couldn’t open it yourself so I did.

I laughed. The first thing Mike Carden will have ever known about me was that I can’t open a beer bottle by myself.  Nice.

Steph: Thank you!

I felt a jolt of electricity in my hand as William grabbed it and led me back into his lounge.  And as he promised me, we danced… very closely.  It’s crazy how alcohol can make you be confident.  But as I mentioned earlier, I loved being close to William.
As the night passed, I talked to everybody.  I didn’t find Gabby, but didn’t really worry about her… She was with Sisky, and I didn’t need any other clue.  I avoided Andi, because I knew that she, in spite of William, hadn’t been oblivious to my earlier reaction.  I spent most of my night with The Butcher, who was incredibly easy to talk to. He seemed to think I was extremely funny.  Oh, so many things I was going to be embarrassed about in the morning. But for the moment, I didn’t care.
But, eventually, I became tired and bumped into somebody who took me into his arms.  As I looked up, I realized it was William. Ha, always there to take care of me. He chuckled slightly and I realized that I had said that out loud.
I was soon back up on my feet, even though Will was keeping his hands on my shoulders to keep me standing.  I barely noticed we were in his room.

Steph: What are you doing?

He didn’t answer at first and the darkness kept me from reading his expression.  I leaned against him, wanting to feel his chest against mine again.  I sighed.  His hands slid down until the small of my back, gently securing me in his arms.

William: You need to sleep, now.
Steph: William…

I searched for his mouth, kissing my way up his throat, his chin…  I wanted to kiss him so bad it hurt me. But not nearly as much as when he firmly pulled me away before I could reach his lips.

William: Stephanie, don’t…
Steph: But…

A silent sob escaped my lips. Oh no, I wasn’t going to cry?  He pulled me against him at once, gently stroking my back. He whispered.

William: No, no, don’t cry, please.
Steph: B-but… why?

He didn’t answer.  I tried to move away from his embrace but his arms held me tightly against his body.  After a minute, he kissed my forehead and led me to his bed, where he gently lay me down.  I expected him to leave, but he lay down next to me.  He turned me around and slid his arms around my waist.

William: Goodnight, love…

As he nestled his face in my hair, I hovered his arm with my own.  As soon as I closed my eyes, I fell asleep.

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I hope you enjoyed this extra long chapter!!!
I struggled a lot with it.
Well, this is it... Tell me what you think about it please!

How I hate meeting people that have already heard about me. It makes it so much more awkward, as if it weren’t anyhow.  I stepped out of William’s room and scanned the room.
To the left, I saw Sisky and Mike Carden, whom were now staring at me intently. Sisky was wearing a smile, directed to me, as if to greet me.  Mike was, well, just staring, waiting for someone to introduce me, I suppose.  Then, to their right I saw The Butcher playing with the zipper of his hoodie, and farther to the right was standing Micheal Guy Chislett, talking with Jack “The Camera Guy”.
It felt so amazingly great to see them all, for real.  And still so weird. I felt so out of place here, but still was extremely happy to be.

Gabby: Alright, alright, here she is, Stephanie Paris!

I suddenly took conscience of Gabby standing beside me and putting one arm around my shoulders.  I front of us was standing a brown-haired girl.  I studied her more carefully: she was approximately the same height as me and we had the same thin-like shape, except she had beautiful green eyes.  Her tone was slightly pale, as Gabby.

Andi: Hello, I’m Andra, but please call me Andi!

I smiled shyly, whispering a low “hi” and shook the hand she offered me.
Then, I heard a loud “Aaaaaah!”, and then, Andy Mrotek was standing in front of me, pushing gently Andi and taking her place.

The Butcher: I believe I was supposed to meet you, before you got busted.

I fake winced at the thought and smiled, shaking his hand too. Aaaah.

Steph: It’s nice to finally meet you.

Gabby giggled suddenly.

Andi: Hello?? Is there any reason for this unstoppable giggle?
Gabby: Tonight is going to be so much fun!

She then spoke again louder.

Gabby: I’m throwing a party right here right now.
William: What?

He had just entered the room.

Gabby: Do I need to repeat?
William: No, but…
Gabby: You don’t want to party?
William: Yes, but…
Gabby: THEN LEEET’S FREAKIN’ PARTAYYYYYYYY!

William rolled his eyes.  It seemed that Gabby frequently took advantage of the fact that he had a big and nice apartment.

Sisky & The Butcher: WOOOOHOOO!

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A filler one, to prepare you for some action :D
The next chapter will be.... great.
Comment please??? :D
So, meet Andi AKA Fingersxcrossed

William: It’s Gabby.
Steph: Let me take it, I want to know what kind of stupid excuse she poured out of her imagination.
William: Don’t be too rough on her.

He smiled and handed me his cellphone.

Steph: Hello.
Gabby: Heyyyyy! Where are you?
Steph: Where are YOU?
Gabby: Actually, I…hum… I asked first, now answer.
Steph: I’m at the hotel, because YOU didn’t open the door when we arrived! Were you even…
Gabby: Ooooooooh! So, how was it.
Steph: What?
Gabby: Don’t play that game with me… you know what I mean.
Steph: What do- Uh! No Gabby, no, no! You are such a perv!
Gabby: Aah, I know you’re lying, but don’t worry, I’ll spill the answer from you! Did you even sleep?
Steph: Well, of course, what would you expect we did! Okay, okay, forget that question. I don’t wanna hear it. Just… Now, answer! Where are you?
Gabby: Take a guess.
Steph: Gabby! I- I ! Just answer!
Gabby: You seem like a stressed woman, take it easy!
Steph: I KNOW you planned this, Gabby!
Gabby: Planned what?
Steph: Don’t play the innocent!
Gabby: *giggle* I don’t understand.
Steph: GABBY! You’re so stupid!
Gabby: Hahahaha! You’ll thank me for this later. Now come down here already! I’ve waited long enough!

I groaned.  She won.

Steph: Okay… We’re coming.
Gabby: See you soooooon!
Steph: Bye.

I glared at William, who was still smiling.

William: You’ve now met the evil and unstoppable version of our beloved Gabby.
Steph: She planned this!
William: I know, Steph, I know.
Steph: She won’t admit it!
William: Probably never will.
Steph: How can you stand this!
William: I’ve got used to it. I don’t even try anymore.
Steph: You are my hero.
William: Haha. You’ll get used to it, too.

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Gabby: STEPHANIIIIIIIIE!!!!

She literally jumped in my arms seconds after she opened the door.  I was so surprised that I fell down on my back.

Steph: Oof!
Gabby: Oh, are you okay?
Steph: Yeah, I’m glad to see you too, Gabby.
Gabby: Ooohhh Steph, I’m so happy that you’re finally back, the waiting was unbearable. You’re not mad at me, are you?

I looked up at William and he put his two thumbs up and mouthed “Good luck” before entering his apartment and greeting Sisky.

Steph: No, no, I’m not.
Gabby: Good, good, now come in, I’m sure there’s a lot you need to tell me!
Steph: And a lot you need to tell me.

We got up en entered. She immediately led me to William’s room and locked us in it. She sat on the bed and I did the same.

Gabby: Why did you literally hang up when we called you?
Steph: Oh, Marie was on my front porch.

And I told her everything from there. She interrupted a couple times. Like when I told her that Mike came drunk she shouted a big loud “WHAT?” or when I told her that my mom hit him with a pan on the head she winced and said “ouch!”. As I finished, someone knocked at the door and I hear a feminine voice shout.

? : GABBY, NOW GET HER OUT OF THERE, I WANT TO MEET HER!

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Mmmm so who's that ???
Quite a filler. Next one'll be full of new people.

Cute Is What We Aim For and Powerspace, June 25th.
Warped Tour, July 20th
Metro Station, Boys Like Girls and The Maine, August 4th

Woohoo :D

I opened my eyes, slowly, enjoying every second of this awakening. I was finally back in Chicago. It hit me with such strength. I barely knew William Beckett and Gabby, but still, they had wanted me to come back. A wave of gratefulness overflowed me.  I turned around to face William.  He was still sleeping, and all I could do was watch him.  And then I did something I would’ve never done if I would’ve been fully awake. I crawled closer to him and lowered my body so that my head could rest on his warm chest.  My arms circled his body and I let myself be overflowed with the warmth of it, snuggling my head even closer to his chest.  I breathed him in, closing my eyes to smell better. I could hear the regular beating of his heart; I could sense his chest moving to the rhythm of his breaths.  It felt amazing.  I traced circles with my thumbs on his back, feeling his warm skin through his thin shirt.
Suddenly, I felt his arms snake around my waist and pull me tight against him, while he exhaled. Having his arms around me made me feel even better.  I bent my head up to see his eyes were still closed. Aw. He had put his arms around me in his sleep. I couldn’t contain my smile as I snuggled my face in his chest again, sighing.  I could stay like that until he woke up.
After a few minutes, I intertwined my legs with his; searching for as much warmness I could reach through his body.
I felt a sudden blush creep my face as his hands started rubbing on my back, he was clearly awake now.  I couldn’t contain it; a giggle escaped my lips.  I felt him chuckle and he kissed the top of my head.

William: So I see you’re taking advantage of me while I’m sleeping?

If it was possible, I became even redder. I push my head against his chest, hiding it.

Steph: Mhh-mm. What can I say? You’re too comfy.
William: Well, I must say it was a nice way to wake up.
Steph: I’m making up for the morning I awoke you from jumping on your bed.
William: Haha.

I didn’t move and he continued to gently rub my back, going slowly down until the small of my back, and then going up ever so slowly to the nape of my neck, finishing by playing with my hair.  I felt like I was about to melt. The way he touches me is taking me to the edges of my self-control. I shivered and felt him smile against my head.  I wonder if I had the tiniest bit of the effect he had on me on him.

Steph: Thank you, William, for bringing me back here.
William: It was my pleasure, besides; I think Gabby is enjoying your company very much.
Steph: See, that’s what I love about you guys, you barely know me and still you make me feel as if I knew you since forever.  You can’t imagine how grateful I am. I owe you so much. You saved me.
William: We all need someone to save us sometimes, Steph, you owe me nothing.
Steph: William… Thank you so much.

I held him tighter.

Steph: I have one question, though.
William: Haha, okay. Go for it.
Steph: How did you know I needed to be saved?
William: Well, I didn’t notice immediately, at first, I mean, I was just giving you back your wallet, but-

I again mentally thanked heaven for making me drop my wallet.

William: … I don’t know, you just seemed so sad. Only by the way you were sitting on that bench, facing the ground, head in your hands.  And when you looked up at me, it was all clear.  Your eyes. I can’t exactly say I read through them, no, your eyes are unreadable, but your eyes had a certain expression in them… I’m not sure. All I knew is that I should try to cheer you up a little.
Steph:  Maybe you just saw the redness of my eyelids, due to a night of constant crying in the bus.
William: No, no. It was in your eyes. You have special eyes.
Steph: They’re brown; nothing is special in brown coloured eyes.

Okay, exept for William’s eyes.

William: No, Stephanie, it’s not their colour.
Steph: What, my eyes are an open book on how I feel?
William: No, it’s exactly the contrary.
Steph: Humm… Okay. You mean they were empty?
William: No, no, even then, your eyes were full of life, it’s just… You have this… faculty to pierce through people with them. You’re not scared to stare right into people’s eyes.  And still, you’re extremely shy.  So to the others, they are unreachable. It’s like you keep them unreadable because you’re afraid.
Steph: Afraid of what?
William: Of showing your feelings. Maybe it’s because you’re afraid of being hurt again…
Steph: …

Maybe.  People never told me about my eyes but it seemed so obvious to William… He says he can’t read through them but still, that’s exactly what he did!

Steph: I think you’re mistaking.
William: What do you mean?
Steph: How can you say I’m unreadable after saying all that stuff?
William: I don’t know… It was just a hypothesis…
Steph: Quite one, indeed.  But what is slightly frightening, is that you are right. But I can’t explain how you got it all right by… You can’t just have seen that through my eyes! And you say they’re unreadable, it doesn’t make sense.
William: See? That’s what I said about them. They’re special. I don’t know how to explain it. You can hide everything you want, but not the strongest feelings.
Steph: How can you do that?
William: What?
Steph: Analyse people in just one glimpse?
William: Haha, it didn’t take me only one glimpse. I didn’t understand at first, but the more time I spend with you, the more I seem to understand you better.
Steph: Aww William! You’re so cheesy!
William: Ahem! Excuse me!
Steph: But I love it.
William: That’s better. Now come here.
Steph: I’m already as close as one can be of you William Beckett!
William: Aahh, I’m so glad you’re back into my life Stephanie Paris!
Steph: And I’m glad you brought me back into it…

I crawled up and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled.

William: Are you blushing?
Steph: That’s the first thing that pops into your mind when I kiss you!
William: Ohh, don’t take me wrong, I love it when you’re nervous.
Steph: I’m not!
William: You know you are.

He took me by the waist and lay me on top of him.  He replaced a few strands of hair behind my ear and  placed his arms around my shoulders, allowing mine to snake around his waist, as I happily lay my head back onto his chest, eager to hear his heartbeat again.  He sighed contently and kissed the top of my head.  The now familiar sensation of butterflies bursting in my stomach came instantly.

Steph: Okay, maybe I am a little.

William chuckled.

The title says it all.

1. Time is running out - Muse. Muse are amazing. I cannot describe my love for them.
2. Anyone else but you - Juno Soundtrack(I don't know the artist...) . It just so cute and innocent. It stucks in my head.
3. The fourht drink instinct - Cute is what we aim for. Amazing. The lyrics are so straight-forward and real. It's different.
4. Nothing to lose - Billy Talent. Humm.. Cried when I saw the video? Yeah. Since then, Me + Billy Talent = Loveeee.
5. All you need is love - The Beatles. Need I say more? This song makes me shiver, and when I first listened to it, I pretty much fell in love with its simplicity.

You??
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New chapter of TAI's fic coming soon!

Mom: Oh, my darlings, be safe on the road and buckle up!
Steph: Yes, mom. I’ll call you when we arrive in Chicago alright?
Mom: Of course, I would appreciate it!
Steph: Ok, Bye then!
Mom: Goodbye, darling! Goodbye William, it was nice to meet you, though I would’ve prefer our meeting to be in a more… appropriated situation.
William: Yes, it was nice to meet you to!
Mom: Oh, come here you two!

And she hugged us tightly before bursting into tears. Argh, mother moments.

Mom: Oh, I’m sorry, sweeties, don’t pay attention to my over-sensitive self, go, now! I love you, Stephanie!
Steph: Love you too, mom, bye!

As soon as I stepped outside, I couldn’t help but sigh in relief. Not that I didn’t love my mother and appreciate everything she did for me, but, her rambling truly bothers me sometimes.

Steph: So! Ready for a long 8 hours drive?
William: Absolutely!

* * *

Steph & William: FAAAR AWAYYY, THIS SHIP IS TAKING ME FAAR AWAYY, FAR AWAY FROM THE MEEEMORIIIES OF THE PEOPLE WHO CARE IF I LIVE OR DIE. STAARLIIGHT, I WILL BE CHASING A STAAARLIGHT, FOR THE REST OF MY LIII-IIIFE! I DON’T KNOW IF IT’S WORTH IT ANYMOOORE!

Ah, Muse. Their music truly amazes me. The sound of it, to me at least, is like heaven. I can’t quite describe it, it reminds me of so many things, and it makes me nostalgic, in a good way.
So, William and I were, as you surely noticed, singing out loud in his car, after 5 hours of almost non-stop driving. We went thru 6 CDs, 4 cups of coffee each, 1 caramilk bar, 2 kit kats and 1 pack of gum. Woo hoo. Yes, traveling with a happy William Beckett was better than what I ever dreamed of.
We were so comfortable (okay, except when he touches me) around each other, like old friends.  I felt wonderful.

* * *

Steph: Okay, okay, your turn to guess! Hummm… Let me think… You’re the real though cookie with a long histo-…
William: Pfff, easy! Hit me with your best shot, Pat Benatar.

I pouted.  He chuckled.

William: My turn, now…. When the moon hits your eye like a big pizza-…
Steph: HA HA! THAT’S AMOREEEEEEEE BY DEAN MARTIIIIN!
William: Yayyyyyyyyy!
Steph: Hahahaha, I can’t believe you sang that song, Will.
William: Why not? It’s a good song!
Steph: I didn’t say it wasn’t a good song, it’s just… Who doesn’t know that song, anyway?
William: Well, I’m sorry, but it was the first song that came to my head…
Steph: Oh-kay.
William: …. Okay, now, stop looking at me like that, it’s your turn!
Steph: You burned my inspiration.

He took an insulted expression.

William: Hmph! And why so?
Steph: WHEEEN THE MOON HITS YOUR EYE LIKE A BIG PIZZA PIE, THAT’S AMOOOOREEEE! WHEN THE WORLD SEEMS TO SHINE LIKE YOU’VE HAD TOO MUCH WINE, THAT’S AMOOOREEEEEE!
William: Oh, God.
Steph: Now, YOU, don’t look at me like that! It’s your fault!
William: I think you shouldn’t drink coffe. EVER.
Steph: Are we there yet?
William: 5 minutes.
Steph: REALLY?
William: Look around.

Chicago. Gah, what a beautiful city.

* * *

Steph: What do you mean, you didn’t bring your keys?
William: Well, Gabby and Sisky were supposed to stay there and wait for us, I just didn’t bring them, they’re supposed to be here and open the door!

He knocked again on his apartment door. I took my cell phone out and asked William Gabby’s digits. She didn’t answer. I groaned in frustration. After 8 hours of driving I was kind of tired, and William must be even more, because HE was the one who had been driving. He called Sisky, no response either. They so planned this.

William: Okay. So we’re trapped here. It’s 5 AM. I’m tired. You look tired.
Steph: I am.
William: Arrgh, they better have a good excuse. C’mon we’ll find a hotel; I’ll collapse if I don’t sleep in the next 20 minutes.
Steph: Same here.

He took my hand and we went in the car again, driving to the hotel I slept on my first night in Chicago.
Soon enough, we were in the room and to my surprise, there was only one bed. I gave William a confused look.

William: Oh, I didn’t think it would bother you… If you prefer I’ll sleep on the floor.
Steph: Oh, no, no, don’t do that, it’s okay. It’s no big deal.

I was kind of trying to convince myself with my own words. It wasn’t a big deal, was it? We both went directly to the bed and crawled under the covers.  I turned so my back was facing William, and I could feel his breath in my hair.

William: Sleep well.

I shuddered and closed my eyes. He was so close. Not touching me, but still so close.
I quickly fell asleep.

Did you really think it could be possible? I hate to say this but you need to know. Love isn't what it looks like. Movies, books are futile ; translations of what we would like it to be. An unreachable dream, a heavenly desire never to be realized. I know you'd like to close your eyes, be blind. Keep the blinders on, put the curtains down. Love can change itself. Demon, Angel, Hell, Heaven, how can love be so versatile? Don't you see? What kind of delusion do you need? Don't you see that this is all a beautiful mirage? We're scared of our own idealisations. But until we're proved wrong, until Eve decides to take a bite of the forbidden fruit, we'll keep hoping, hoping, with this faith that isn't real.

Twilight... Shall I explain how eager I am for the movie to come out? As for the book. I'm completely addicted. I read the first book in 24 hours. No kidding.

I didn’t quite realize how much I loved my mother. Probably because of these past weeks, let’s just say that our relationship wasn’t at its best. But now, I realize it. Now, just as I’m about to leave for I don’t know how long.

While we were eating, Mike awoke in the lounge with a loud groan. I can imagine how is head must hurt. But, honestly, I felt a weird feeling of satisfaction as I saw him reach for his head and groan some more. Mom just sat up, excusing herself for “leaving us just two minutes”, and before I could think of what she would do, she started yelling at Mike who just stared at her wide-eyed.  I was quite surprised. Such a change.  A couple days ago, she was almost defending him!
Mike left without saying a word, like a child who just had been grounded by his mother leaving to his room.
After diner, my mother insisted to wash the dishes while I re-checked if I hadn’t forget anything while packing my bags. I knew I hadn’t but, well, the least I could do is listen to her and go in my room, William following me happily. He had been quite smiley tonight. I couldn’t quite guess why.
 
Steph: William?
William: Stephanie.
Steph: Why are you smiling?
William: Would you prefer it if I was sad?
Steph: No, no. But you smile more than you usually do. I just wanted to know if there was any special reason why?
William: I can surely think of something.

I felt his warm hands on my back, moving around my body to hold me from behind. I gasped in surprise. And trust me, every time William Beckett touched me, butterflies burst in my stomach. I can’t say I was quite comfortable with him being so close to me like that. Oh, not that I didn’t enjoy, no. That was the problem. I was enjoying it too much.  I closed my eyes as I felt his breath in my hair.  It felt just like it had sooner today, just after I woke up. I knew it would be awkward after that.  My heart began pounding faster and faster as I struggled to keep a normal breathing. Did he know the effect he had on me?  I had to push him away or I wouldn’t be able to handle it. He was so close. I turned around, making the embrace become a friendly hug. I sighed in relief.   I still had a hard time focusing, breathing and thinking.  His hands were still on my waist, mine now around his back, my head buried in his chest so that he couldn’t see my face…. But I did it.  I, without making him get suspicious, changed the feel of our embrace to “kind-of-intimate” to plain friendly.  I was still scared that he could hear the fast rhythm of my heart beat but he didn’t seem to notice at all. 
William took my face in his hands and stared deeply in my eyes, his containing a bit of confusion.  Okay, maybe I hadn’t been so subtile, after all.  He seemed to search something in my dark brown eyes.

Steph: Are you okay?

He didn’t answer and he slowly brushed his fingers along my jaw line, making me shudder.  He smiled at my response to his touch and looked down at my lips.  Oh no, oh no! He wasn’t thinking about kssing me, was he? I had to stop this.  Before he could do anything, I grabbed his hands and smiled politely before bringing them down so that we were holding hands.  I broke our gaze before clearing my throat nervously.

Steph:  Well, as I thought, I haven’t forget anything, we can leave.  I can’t wait to be back to Chicago and we both know it’s a long ride from here! Ho! It’s already eight o’clock!  I’m so eager to see Gabby and Sisky again, I missed them a lot!  Oh, and I’ll be able to meet The Butcher, without getting arrested on my way, haha!  And I’ll miss mom so much! It’s weird to say, but I’m kind of sad to leave her alone in here. Ah, well, she’ll get used to it, won’t she?

Now, you know how I am when I’m nervous.  And on top of that, I could feel my cheeks burning red.  I looked down and kept quiet, preferring to look at William’s shoes rather than his eyes.

William: You know, you’re actually really cute when you’re nervous.

Ugh, why couldn’t he drop the teasing instead of making my whole face turn red?  He chuckled and hugged me again until my face found its normal color back.  He whispered gently:

William: We better go, now.

I nodded and we headed downstairs, him following me ridiculously closely in the stair case.  Or maybe it was just my paranoid self imagining things again…

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I hope you like it, I truly enjoyed writing this chapter.
Maybe because it's been such a long time since I wrote a chapter.
There'll be more soon!

Hello!
Back from Florida, it was great! I met the man of my life haaaa. Sweet little man. One little problem? He lives in Ohio, Cincinnati. Dang. Well. Too bad. HAHA.
I bought my tickets for the WARPED TOUR. I can't freaking wait. : ) .

I bought TWILIGHT in Florida and, guess what? I READ IT IN 24 HOURS! No joking. I bought the two others and I'm currently at the half of the third one. I would've already be finished if my mother wouldn't have forbid me to read during vacation. Well. It's seriously addictive. It makes me want to do a vampire story. What would you think about it?

So, I know you all want an update on my TAI story, and be happy little yous, I'm currently writing the 20th chapter! Woah. 20. This went by fast. And it's only the beginning. muhahhahahaha. I'm sorry I don't write much of the Paramore one but honestly i have no ideas.
SO!

I need a new character for my The Academy Is... story! I just need these information

Name:
Physical Appearence:
Personnality:
Pick one guy from TAI?:
Why should I pick you?:

Be fast, I'll only pick one!


I'll be deleting this as soon as I know who will be in. Thank you!

Mom: Is she awake?

And in a blink of an eye, I was sitting straight in my bed and William Beckett was standing up beside it. As if nothing happened. My headache came back. 

William: Huuh. Yes!
Mom: Oh my God! Honey, are you alright? Ooh. Look at these bruises all over her arms! How do you feel?
Steph: I-I’m… okay… How did ?...
Mom: Oh, sweetie! If I hadn’t heard you scream, only God knows what Mark would’ve done! I looked outside from the kitchen’s window and saw you screaming at Mark to stop hitting this poor William over here. Then, I grabbed a big pan and went outside.  And while he didn’t look, I hit him on the head! But just after that, you fell unconscious! Oh, and what a tough job to bring your two heavy bodies in the house! Oh! My darling, I’m so glad I saw this before Mark did anything bad!

And then she whispered.

Mom: Oh, and sweetie, why didn’t you tell me that this William was such a handsome looking boy!

With that, she shot me a knowing-wink, and as I saw William trying not to laugh, my cheeks went red.

Mom: Oh, c’mon, what’s going on with you two? I’ll be downstairs, I’ll prepare you diner, and after that, well, we’ll see.

She finally left the room. I let out a loud sigh and let myself fall on the bed.

Steph: Sorry about that.
William: What?
Steph: She speaks too much… But you did a good job, you didn’t burst in laughter.
William: Haha well even if I did, it wouldn’t have been because she talks too much.

Oh gosh. He saw the redness of my cheeks. I smiled and hid my face in my pillow.

Steph:  Don’t laugh at me!

He laughed and came sitting next to me.

William: I have to call Gabby.
Steph: Now?
William: She said I had to call her when I arrived to your house.

He dialled her number on his cell phone and gave it to me.

Gabby: HEY BILL???
Steph: Noooo…
Gabby: STEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPH!
Steph: GABBYYYY! How are you?
Gabby: Oh my God, I’m doing great but when are you coming back?
Steph: I don’t know… After diner we’ll get back to Chicago.
Gabby: What do you mean after diner?
Steph: It’s a long story, actually. What are you doing?
Gabby: I’m with Sisky and we’re waiting for Bill and you to get back here!
Steph: Haha! Well, you’ll wait a long time, it’s an 8 hours drive and we’re not even gone from Montreal!
Gabby: Okay, then we’ll surely find something to do while you’re away.
Steph: GABBY!
Gabby: Whaaaat??!! *giggle* Hey, let me talk to William!
Steph: Okay, bye!
Gabby: Bye, be safe on the road!

I gave the phone to William and he answered.

William: Hello?
Gabby:  ……...…….
William: Awww poor Gabby!
Gabby: ……………
William: I don’t know, we’ll call you when we’ll go, okay?
Gabby: ………………………………..
William: Ah, stop it!
Gabby: …………….

I have no idea what Gabby said to him, but it sure made him blush like it isn’t possible! I burst in laughter.

William: GABBY!
Gabby: ………………………..
William: I’m hanging up now!
Gabby: ……………………..
William: Hahahaha! No!
Gabby: ……………..
William: Okay, bye! Say hi to Sisky.
Gabby:  ……………..

 And then he hung up.

William: Ah gosh! She’s driving me crazy sometimes.
Steph: Hahahaha! What did she say to make your cheeks turn to that beautiful shade of pink?
William: Oh, nothing!

And his cheeks went even redder.

Steph: You are SO lying!
William: Hahaha! Okay, maybe I am, but you can’t do anything about it!
Steph: Well, I can just ask Gabby.
William: Naah, she won’t tell you.
Steph: Ahh, why? Give me a hint, at least!

Then we heard a voice coming from downstairs.

Mom: Ouhouu! Sweeties, diner is ready!
Steph: Ah! Dangit! Okay then, let’s go.

I've been tagged by patricko

HAHAHA I'm so bad. I cheat. i'm really sorry i couldn't choose.

10. Benjamin Kowalewicz

2 years of loooove. hahaha. Billy Talent (L)

9.Nate Navarro

Just about the sweetest little man ever created. Cobra Starship. I met him. awww.

8.  Zac Farro

I made the coolest dream ever with him. :) I was at a Paramore show and then it was over and then I stayed to like see if they would come out and then I found Josh and I was like "Oh! Hey Josh, can i take a picture with you?" and he kept walking and he said "hum I'm sorry i really got to go." but I kept harassing him and we finally took a picture(haha i'd never be able to harass him in real life though..) and I was happy and then he left and then i went like outside of the venue and there was this little hill and Jeremy and Zac were on it with a couple fans. So I went and I took a picture with Jeremy and when I turned to Zac he was all alone :((( so I went  to see him and we talked and I don't remember what we exactly said but he was super nice. so that's it and when I had to go, he said "nooo!" and hugged me!! AHAHA. I wish that'd happen. and he said "I love youuuu! don,t goooo!" and then I was sad to leave him and i told him "Promise me next time Paramore will come to Montreal you'll remember me" and he said "of course I'll never forget you!" HAHAHAH dude... I'm crazy. I make crazy dreams. and then he kept hugging me so finally I stayed and we talked longer and longer. wow. anyway. that's it. I LOVE YOU TOO ZAC hahahahaha. okay I'll shut up.

7.  Jeremy Davis

Why do people forget him? He's amazing. Did you see him live? Ah gosh! I love him so much : ) )

6. Adam T. Siska AKA Sisky Buisness

Aha I totally stole this :P. Credit to PATRICKO.  Sisky.. Ah Sisky... Kind of the perfect little man. He's one of the funniest guy ever. He always makes me burst in laughter and I can't stop. AND he's cute :D

5. The Butcher AKA Andy Mrotek

What a multi-talented man. He's just about as funny as Sisky. This little man here is wonderful. I laugh everytime I watch this Pause Button thing "FREAKING SCOOTER TIIIME!!" in his little little little red shorts. aaah. Butcher.

4. Gabe Saporta AKA Shoe-Whor AKA Gabanti

Is there seriously a sexier clandestine picture?? Haha. I love this guy so much. He grabbed my hand twice, I met him. What can I ask more? He sure do know how to dance xDDD. There are so many things about  him :D

3. Josh Farro

Okay. Who doesn't like him? AHA. It's Josh, what can we say about him? He's amazing. I don't know what to say. I love the fact that he's super serious cuz when he goes crazy it's sooooo funny.   He's so sweet :)) I dreamed about him too. Aha. I always make dreams about bands i love. it's so cool.

2.  Travis Clark

I'm so in love with this one xD The coolest ginger EVER! You know this guy has been mi half-valentine this year? Yeah yeah! How cool is that? :D What can I say? His voice is AMAZING, he is supeeeer nice. ah. Traviiiis (L) Hahaha. Sorry I have my teeny girl moments.

1. William Beckett

You all guessed it didn't you?? Haha. It's crazy cuz he's my number one and I never met him. Because My shows was FREAKING CANCELLED BECAUSE OF THOSE FREAKIN USELESS WOODIE AWARDS THINGY AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! okay. you see it's been almost a complet YEAR i want to see them xDD I'm still mad about the cancelation. When they get back i HAVE to meet them... UNDERSTOOOOD? So... William.. HAHAHA. Who doesn't LOVE William? He's a famous little boy now! I can't wait for Warped tour! I'll meet him! I HAVE TO! Hahaha. I'm such a freak. Don't take me too seriously okay, I'm kidding xD Sometimes people think I'm really serious and I'll like kill somebody if I never talk to him but hey. It's okay. I am normal. I won't kill you. You can breathe. Anyway. William is my little Pizza Beckett (got it? hahaha. this is MY joke! don't take it! ARRGHH I bite)


So... I tag... I don't know. Do it if you want to. haha. I'm so boring. I'm really sorry. well i tag ALL MY FRIEND LIST! C'MON GET TO WORK PEOPLE! YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED!!!!!

Midnight sharp.
Like I predicted, Zac is already sleeping. Like I predicted, Josh ate all the candies. Like I predicted, Sarah and Jeremy are making out on the couch. I can’t really blame them because it’s their last night together but… Well it’s kind of awkward. Josh is staring at me like a freak, but that’s just what too much candy does to him.

Hayley: You know , you won’t be able to sleep.
Josh: I couldn’t sleep even if I didn’t eat all those sour patch kids.
Hayley: Haha.
Josh: Hayles.
Hayley: Yes?
Josh: I can’t believe we’re going on warped tour tomorrow.
Hayley: Oh, me neither!

After a moment of awkward silence, Josh spoke again.

Josh: Want to get out of here?
Hayley: Oh, yeah!

I sighed in relief as he took my hand and led us upstairs. He was being pretty… hum… intimate these days. He always took my hand or hugged me.  He rarely did that before. I don’t know what to think about it. On one hand it’s totally weird, and on the other hand… I like it. Oh my. It’s weird to say but every time he does, I can feel my heart beat faster. It shouldn’t be that way. And why is he being like that anyway? I don’t know what to think about it.
Well, it’s been a long time we know each other, maybe it’s just normal. Why do I even bother?

Josh: Are you okay?

How could I ever be angry against him? He’s my best friend.

Hayley: Yeah, yeah.
Josh: What were you thinking about?

Agh, why is he pushing the subject?

Hayley: Nothing.
Josh: C’mon, I know that face. You’re thinking really hard about something.
Hayley: I… I…

And then, I realized. For the first time since I met him, I’m being unable to tell him what I’m thinking of. I can’t.

Hayley: I’m… Disappointed.
Josh: Why?
Hayley: I don’t really know. Maybe it’s juste me…

Not wanting him to keep asking questions, I changer the subject.

Hayley: So! Where are we going?
Josh: In our secret place…
Hayley: Wh- ?

Then my mouth dropped. All this time that I’ve been thinking, I didn’t pay attention to my surroundings.

Hayley: Oh, Josh! 

We were in this little forest and in front of us there was this little artificial lake.  The lake where we used to come almost every night. It wasn’t that dark because the moon was full. I looked up to Josh and smiled. This was perfect. Without thinking, I stood on my tiptoes and kissed his cheek. He smirked and I could tell he was blushing, even thought I couldn’t see it with the moon light. Then, suddenly, he jacked me on his shoulder. I screamed and laugh. He used to do that to. I knew what was going to happen next but I still laughed. He started running and jumped in the cold water, still holding me tight!  In the water, he let go of his grip and I went back up, gasping for air. I still could touch the ground, but I had water to my neck. He came up soon after me and took a deep breath too. The water was cold but I couldn’t care less. I was lost in those perfect eyes. Those perfect eyes that were shining in the moon light.  He slowly came closer and closer. Our faces leaning, our eyes locked. And then, he kissed me.  At first, it was just a soft kiss. I was enjoying the taste of his soft lips against mines.  My heart was beating so fast.  I felt his warm touch on my shoulders. Then our kiss got more passionate and more passionate at each moment. At some point, I felt his tongue against my lip. I hesitated a moment before slowly opening my mouth, I never kissed a guy with tongue before. But as soon as he entered my mouth, I forgot all my worries. It was perfect. A shiver ran down my back. I held him closer, I didn’t want to let go. He deepened the kiss and I responded with just as much passion as him. I would’ve never thought kissing was so good. I would’ve never thought kissing Josh was so good.

It felt like time had stopped.

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I really hope you liked it .
I never wrote a kissing scene before, tell me what you think about it!
Oh and if i made english mistakes, don't hesitate to correct me, please!
:)

Hey! I got tagged by williamxo to make a list of 12 songs that cheer me up! Here it is :

1. LDN - Lilly Allen
2. For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore(okay this one should be in the "i go totally crazy and jump around like an idiot" category but whatever)
3. Stay Young - We The kings
4. Damn you look good and I'm drunk - Cobra Starship
5. Naked Peek-A-Boo - William Beckett and Travis McCoy
6. Tell Me What To Do - Metro Station
7. Survive - Rise Against
8. My Humps - Black Eyed Peas (HAHA I'm sorry but it's truly cheering me up)
9. Montréal -4o°c - Malajube (Quebec Band...awesome. seriously. We The Kings have them on their Ipod!:P it played at the cobra show. we were like woah, how come they know malajube?)
10. Volare - Gipsy Kings (HAHAHAHA volaaare, oooh ooh, cantare, woah ah ah! weird italian song)
11. Tony The Beat - The Sounds
12. Love Me Or Hate Me - Lady Sovereign

Ah! i could make this list so much longer xD I know some of them are weird or the lyrics are simply not cheery but those songs have an amazing energic beat. That's what cheers me up.

I Tag.... uh... well. YOU! YOU! yeah you, that is reading this at this moment!
I suck at tagging i'm sorry.

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[[[WEIRDOOOOOS]]]

How come he let go of me? He certainly didn’t let go by himself. He was ready to hit me. He wanted to hurt me. I don’t understand. My head hurts so much. My eyelids seem so heavy. Where is Mark? Is he still here? Is he still waiting for me to wake up?
William. Is he okay? Gosh my head hurts so much! Where am I? Maybe William is still here. William. I gathered the most energy I could and spoke weakly.

Steph: William…
William: Oh! She’s awake! Steph! Steph, can you open your eyes?

I forced myself to open my eyes only to shut them again because of the light. At least, I knew where I was : In my room.  I felt William’s hand on my shoulder.

Steph: W-what happened?
William: It’s okay…
Steph: Where is Mark?
William: Hum.. Well… Unconscious in the lounge.

What? Inconscious?  I guess William knew what I was going to ask, because he immediately said.

William: Wait before asking me everything… Open your eyes. Are you feeling okay?
Steph: My head hurts…
William: Haha, yeah, mine too.

I opened my eyes and he helped me sit up on the bed.  He sat beside me and gently grabbed my arm, looking at it.

William: Are you sure it’s only your head that hurts?

I looked down on my arm and saw a big bruise over my elbow. But it wasn’t hurting.

Steph: No, it’s okay.

William pressed a little on the bruise and I felt the pain.

Steph: Ow!
William: I’m sorry!
Steph: It’s okay… Wait… Are YOU okay?

I looked up at his face. He had a little horizontal cut on his nose but it didn’t seem broken.

William: I’m okay…

He looked straight in my eyes, his hand rubbing my shoulder.  I leaned my head against his shoulder.

Steph: I’m so sorry, William.
William: For what? It wasn’t your fault.
Steph: I know, but, still, I’m sorry.
William: Why?
Steph: … I don’t know.
William: Steph… Don’t be.

And then he hugged me. But it wasn’t one of our usual hug. It was a way more intimate hug. I brushed my fingers thru his hair. His hand ran down my waist… I don’t know how but I suddenly felt wonderful. My headache disappeared.  He placed his cheek against mine.  I could feel my heart beat fast.  So fast.   I closed my eyes, enjoying every bit of this moment. A shiver ran down my spine as his hand ran down my waist once again.  My fingers were playing with his hair, as I felt his warm breath against my ear.  Our lips were so close.  We slowly lay down on my bed, still in each other arms.  Forehead against forehead, my eyes still closed.  I gently ran my fingers down his back.  His hands were now in my hair, causing an explosion of butterflies in my stomach. I felt so right. I could stay like that forever.  Then I heard his soft voice pronounce my name…

William: Stephanie…

I opened my eyes to find him looking at me. Our eyes were locked. There was this thing between us, at this precise moment. I can’t explain how we both felt it at the exact moment. But we just felt it. And it was perfect. He moved his hand to my cheek, rubbing it gently.  Our eyes forever locked. Locked forever in this magic moment.

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